Everybody Knows But Me

Episode 5 - The One Where I Hit Rock Bottom

Everybody Knows But Me

Show Notes

It’s the episode you’ve been waiting for! What was going on inside Holly’s head this whole time? It’s not easy being a teenager in the best of times. But throw in cancer, death, addiction, and you have a perfect storm for some big feelings. Holly does her best to navigate them, but the world isn’t often on her side. Luckily, her sister always is.

Content Warnings: Depictions of mental health crisis, sexual assault and self-harm.

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Writer - Holly Brown

Executive Producers - Jeremiah Tittle & Holly Brown

Lead Producer, Editor, Music Supervisor & Sound Designer - Pete Musto

Associate Producer - Ilana Nevins

Additional Sound Design - Earl Davis

Original Score - Kyle Murdock

Original Artwork - Aaron Hill

Video Producer - Emily Reeves

Videographer - Dalton Polivka

Animator - Justin Cortese

Marketing - TINK Media

Cast:

"Teen Holly" - Kacey Rose

"Beatrice" - Kim Bessler

"Nelson" - Mick Fury

"Head Clinician" - Sam Levine

"Casey" - Maddie Wurth

"Announcer" - Pete Musto

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