Dr. Neil's Spiritual Awakening to Non-Duality

Who am I? Part 1: Living as an Ego

Dr. Neil's Spiritual Awakening to Non-Duality

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Send us Fan Mail The start of a 3-part series: Dr. Neil explores the stages of his development from sensory awareness to tribal identity to a separate individual identity with an integrated ego. This then led to transcending his individuality and local sense of self to include more and more aspects of life. His identity kept transcending and including old forms, until he experienced local non-duality, the emptiness of both self and object, I and Thou. His path was not one of negation but of i...

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