Happy & Healthy with Jeanine Amapola Ward

For The Christian Girl Who's Secretly Struggling…

Happy & Healthy with Jeanine Amapola Ward

Show Notes

Girl, this episode is for you if you've been secretly struggling but feel like you have to pretend everything is okay because you're a Christian. 🤍

I want to remind you that you can love Jesus with your whole heart and still have hard days. You can feel lonely, spiritually dry, overwhelmed, or even question your faith, and that doesn't mean you're failing as a Christian.

In today's episode, we're getting REAL about the pressure to have it all together, comparison, feeling behind in life, struggling to find genuine friendships, and turning our relationship with God into another checklist. I'm sharing some of my own struggles and what I've learned about surrendering control, being vulnerable, trusting God's timing, and choosing to abide in Jesus instead of constantly striving for perfection.

My prayer is that this episode reminds you that you are not alone, you don't have to earn God's love, and you don't have to wait until your life looks perfect to come to Him. God wants your heart, not your performance.

Love you guys!

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