Show Notes
Before the hospital. Before Mackenzie. Before everything changed. Matt looks back at the relationships, mistakes, and chaotic moments that shaped the person he was before becoming a father. At the time it felt like randomness. Looking back, it almost feels like preparation. See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.
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