Performance Anxiety

Howard Wuelfing (Descenes, Discords)

Performance Anxiety

Show Notes

It took me about 7 years to get today’s guest. That’s because he was too busy helping other artists with their public relations. Welcome one of my oldest podcasting friends, Howard Wuelfing. Howard was instrumental in kicking off the DC punk scene early on. But he wasn’t originally from the area. Howard talks about growing up just outside of NYC and how that influenced his entire life. He was getting into the nascent NYC punk scene when an opportunity arose in DC that he could not pass up. But instead of wondering what was going on in New York, he decided to help build a scene in Washington DC. He tells some great stories about some of the dingier venues he’s played, some of the iconic people he’s played with, and how they all came together to help each other out in true DIY fashion.

Howard founded two seminal DC zines back in the early 80’s called Descenes and Discords and has compiled them all in a limited release. He tells the story of how they started, who was involved, and what happened to them. It’s a crazy story. Go to www.diwulf.com to pick up a signed copy. Check out performanceanx.threadless.com for podcast merch or ko-fi.com/performanceanxiety to send us coffee money.

And, on a personal note; thank you for everything you’ve done for this podcast, Howard. It truly would not be the same without you. Please enjoy Howard Wuelfing on Performance Anxiety on the Pantheon Podcast Network.

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