Holy Rebels Podcast

How To Pray To God: Entering The Mystical Life

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Send us Fan Mail What actually happens during prayer? Prayer is not about trying to manipulate the Divine for personal gain. It's a sacred practice that can offer insight into our deepest desires and needs. Let us take an unprecedented approach—when we lift up our hearts in prayer, it will open doors of awareness that allow us to accept life with grace and courage. Prayer does not change God; rather, it changes US! In this episode, we explore the essential attitude you need to c...

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