Awakening Now

I Psychoanalyzed an AI… Something Uncanny Happened, with Robert Saltzman.

Awakening Now

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Send me your thoughts in a Text Message In this episode of Awakening Now, Ilona Ciunaite speaks with psychotherapist and author Robert Saltzman about awakening, the illusion of a separate self, and what actually changes when the sense of a personal controller is questioned. Rather than presenting awakening as a dramatic transformation, Robert describes it as a shift in perspective. Life continues as it always has — with relationships, pain, aging, and uncertainty — yet the belief that someone...

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