Fascinated with Jacqui Felgate

'Thank god I got arrested': Ben Cousins & Scott Miller on drugs, jail & surviving rock bottom

Fascinated with Jacqui Felgate

Show Notes

Former AFL player Ben Cousins and Olympic swimmer Scott Miller join me to share their stories of reaching the absolute highs of elite sport, and the devastating falls that followed. They open up about the crushing realities of elite sports culture, how the relentless pressure to succeed turned into destructive habits, drug abuse and ultimately time in prison. From hitting rock bottom to advocating in today's sporting clubs, this conversation looks at regret and life after the spotlight. Find out more about ADA Australia here My socials Follow 'Fascinated' on Instagram Listen 🎧 on Apple Watch on YouTube Content Warning: This episode contains candid discussions about drug abuse, domestic violence, addiction and suicide. If this brings up anything for you or someone you know, support is available: Call Lifeline on: 13 11 14 (24/7 crisis support) 1800 RESPECT: 1800 737 732 See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

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