#10 This episode is for my parents , the ones who stood in the storm of my addiction and taught me what love really means
Gambling Recovery: Taking Back Your LifeShow Notes
This episode is for my parents, and my brother Today, I’m doing something I’ve been carrying in my heart since the day I entered recovery. This episode is for my parents ,the two people who stood in the storm of my addiction long before I ever saw it for what it was. My mom passed two years ago. My dad, just this past May. And as I try to make sense of life without them, I find myself reflecting on everything they went through because of me. The lies. The worry. The helplessness. The pain I brought into our home , and the strength they carried in silence. This is what my addiction looked like through my eyes… but it’s told in honor of theirs. Their perspective. Their resilience. Their love ,even when I was lost in the darkest parts of myself. I also want to acknowledge my brother ,who had to watch it all unfold, powerless in so many ways. He bore a different weight, one that often goes unseen but never unfelt. Grief has a way of making everything clearer. In losing them, I’ve come to understand the depth of what they gave… and what my addiction took. This episode is about pain, yes ,but it’s also about love. And legacy. And the hard-earned gratitude that only comes with time, healing, and loss. So here it is.
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I grew up in the Little Italy neighborhood of Chicago, where sports, competition, and betting were part of everyday life. As a kid, there were parlay cards, survival pools, and pitching quarters. By high school, I had a bookie. What seemed like fun became years of debt, broken trust, and an addiction I could not control. Gambling changed my character. It turned me into someone my parents didn’t raise me to be. I had a big ego. I became a master manipulator and a liar, and I hurt the people who cared about me most. In this first video episode of Gambling Recovery: Taking Back Your Life, I share my story—from asking my mother to cover a gambling loss, to going in and out of Gamblers Anonymous, to serving time in jail and gambling again after I got out. My last bet was February 9, 2012. Recovery began when I finally accepted that stopping for a while wasn’t enough. I had to change how I lived. I’m sharing this for the person who feels trapped by gambling and for the family trying to understand it. You are not alone, and change is possible. If you need guidance on where to start, email me at [email protected]. Follow Gambling Recovery: Instagram: @gamblingrecoverypod Facebook: Jimmy Morris — Gambling Recovery: Taking Back Your Life LinkedIn: Jimmy Morris — Gambling Recovery: Taking Back Your Life Website: https://gamblingrecoverypodcast.com # TikTok: @gamblingrecoverypodcast #GamblingRecovery #TakingBackYourLife #GamblingAddictionRecovery #RecoveryIsPossible #YouAreNotAlone
I’ve been quiet for the past two weeks because I’ve been working on something I’m excited to share with you. I’m building an in-person podcast studio in Chicago, and the first video episode of Gambling Recovery: Taking Back Your Life launches Tuesday, September 29, at 6:00 a.m. Central. You’ll find it on YouTube at Gambling Recovery with Jimmy Morris. I’m also taking the podcast on the road to 13 cities over the next three months. If you believe your story could help someone, email me at mailto:[email protected]. To everyone who has listened, shared an episode, or supported this mission: thank you. We do this together. ❤️