Show Notes
After years of making videos, I wanted to try something a bit different. Video takes a serious amount of time, and between work, overtime and trying to save for a house, it’s become harder to consistently make the stuff I actually enjoy.
No real plan. No proper setup. No working PC. Just me talking shite into the first microphone I ever bought and hoping something comes of it. I want this to be more laid-back, longer-form and less dictated by whatever the social media algorithm wants me to make. And yes, I somehow managed to spend most of the first episode ranting about a fucking PC. 😂 We'll figure the rest out as we go. New episode every week. No exceptions.
Timestamps: 00:00 – Why I started a podcast 00:18 – Why making videos has become harder 00:50 – No idea what the future holds 01:01 – The absolute cowboy setup 01:12 – The saga of the broken PC 02:17 – Why I wanted to do longer-form content 03:14 – The first attempt at recording 03:37 – Getting back into the gym 03:58 – What the podcast is actually going to be about 04:32 – Why podcasts are easier to produce than videos 05:29 – Still ranting about the PC 06:08 – Gaming, lockdown and having less time 06:52 – Apparently this podcast is just a PC rant 07:07 – The chicken packaging investigation 08:25 – Realising I probably need some structure 09:13 – Wrapping up the “practice run” 09:43 – Figuring the show out together 10:14 – The plan: at least once a week 10:35 – Send in questions, recommendations & feedback
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