Show Notes
Do you ever look at your circumstances and think, “There’s no way I can do what God is asking—I’m too small, the obstacles are too big”?In this conversation on Caleb’s “different spirit” in Numbers 14:24, we explore how to trust and obey God wholeheartedly even when His ways don’t make sense and your heart feels tired. Description In this Life as Worship episode, Angela talks with author and ministry leader Lynn Jackson about what it means to be God’s servant with “a different spirit” who follows Him wholeheartedly, like Caleb in Numbers 14:24.Lynn explains the backdrop of Numbers—God rescuing Israel from slavery, giving them laws for everyday life, and calling them to trust Him as they stand on the edge of the Promised Land—and why Caleb’s response stands out when the other spies give in to fear.They discuss how God’s commands, celebrations like Passover, and even the parts of Scripture that are hard to swallow are invitations to trust His goodness as a wise and loving Master, not a distant taskmaster.Lynn shares simple, practical ways to let Scripture act like a mirror: naming where your heart resists being God’s servant, pausing instead of reacting, and asking Him to soften hard places so you can obey Him from the heart.If you feel spiritually weary, wrestling with doubt, or struggling to reconcile God’s goodness with what He’s asking of you, this episode will encourage you to bring your honest questions to Him and learn to follow with a different spirit. Episode Highlights
How Numbers fits into Israel’s story: rescued from slavery, learning how to live as God’s set‑apart people in the wilderness.
Caleb and the 12 spies: why 10 were overwhelmed by giants and fortified cities, but Caleb and Joshua trusted God’s promise and said, “We can take the land.”
What it means to be God’s servant instead of expecting Him to serve us—and why that posture actually leads to freedom and joy.
Letting Scripture expose where we’re fearful, comfortable, or clinging to control, and how to ask God to soften a hard heart.
Simple, everyday practices (like pausing before reacting and talking honestly with God) that help us grow a “different spirit” over time.
Great Quotes
“My servant Caleb has a different spirit—and that’s what I want. I want my life to be a sweet aroma that goes up to Him, to bring Him pleasure.”
“Naturally, I’m just a scared little bunny rabbit. A different spirit really does come from the Lord.”
“I am God’s servant. He’s not my servant. I don’t get to boss Him around and tell Him what to do, even though you know I do—and He knows I have.”
“When my heart is hard, I go into another room, close the door, and say, ‘Father, will You soften my heart?’ Then I go fold the laundry and let the Spirit do His work.”
“It’s okay to say, ‘This really hurts and I don’t like it. Because of this, I have a hard time loving You wholeheartedly. Will You help me?’ He’s the One who removes a heart of stone and gives us a soft heart.”
Resources Mentioned
Numbers 13–14 – The spies explore Canaan, 10 spread fear, and Caleb is commended for having a different spirit and following God fully.
Exodus 12 – The Passover and the command to remember God’s rescue through the blood of the lamb.
Ezekiel 36:26 – God’s promise to remove a heart of stone and give a heart of flesh.
Lynn’s book: The Recipe – A gentle, practical method for women who feel too weary to open their Bibles, helping them find “spiritual food” in Scripture again. (Amazon Affiliate Link, I receive money for qualifying purchases)
Thrive Leadership Foundation – Ministry Lynn and her husband, Scott, founded to encourage pastors, missionaries, and ministry leaders (thrivelead.org).
Lynn on Facebook
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