Show Notes
In this episode of Wired for Well-Being, Dr. Jeffrey Rutstein explores why growth in the healing journey almost never moves in a straight line. Jeffrey traces the different faces growth can take — the natural plateau that’s really just integration, the harder push that asks something more of us, and the moments that feel like sliding backward into old, familiar patterns. He explains how fear and shame can disguise themselves as each of these phases, convincing us we’re failing when our nervous system is actually doing exactly what it learned to do to keep us safe. Jeffrey draws on years of trauma-informed clinical work to help listeners tell the difference between a genuine setback and a normal season of rest, and why that distinction matters so much for trauma survivors especially. This episode is for anyone who’s judged themselves for not growing fast enough, or who’s landed back in an old pattern and assumed it meant they’d failed. Jeffrey closes with a simple, freeing idea from psychologist Carl Rogers: the moment we can accept ourselves exactly as we are is the moment real change becomes possible.
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