The Self-Trust Podcast

93. An Ancestral Pilgrimage Back to Her Motherland | "My YOLO Year" | Sydney Zwicker

The Self-Trust Podcast

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Episode Notes: ✨ Apply for a 1-1 Immersion What if the thing you’re being called to do is not just for you, but for the women who came before you and the ones who may come after you? In this guest episode, Emily talks with Sydney about her “YOLO year,” the ancestral pilgrimage that called her back to Hungary and Austria, and the deeper healing journey that unfolded through lineage, grief, spirituality, and trust. What began as a long-held bucket list dream became something far more sacred: a return to the lands of her motherline and a powerful encounter with inherited pain, inherited wisdom, and the magic of letting herself be led. Sydney shares how this pilgrimage emerged during a season of identity change, as she began reimagining her work, loosening old structures, and creating more space for travel, pleasure, and receiving. Together, she and Emily explore maternal lineage, scarcity and worthiness, the fear of solo travel, and what happens when you stop trying to earn every good thing and start trusting the mystery instead. This is a conversation about ancestry, nervous system healing, divine timing, and living in a way that feels fully alive... or, as Sydney says, living “for the plot.” Connect with Sydney Connect with Sydney on IG

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