Ep6 The Void Between Celebration & Grief

What happens when the child who sees spirits grows up, tries to shut it all down, and eventually finds himself standing on platform as a professional medium? In this episode of Diary of a Medium: Stories from the Spirit World, I’m joined by evidential medium Dylan Fenwick, who shares his journey from seeing white orbs and hearing spirit as a young child in New Zealand, to moving across the world and eventually finding his way back to mediumship. We talk about what his development actually looked like behind the scenes, including the nerves, the self-doubt, the readings where he wondered if he was getting anything right, and why simply continuing to show up became such an important part of building his confidence. Dylan also shares how structured practice and honest sitter feedback helped him move from development circles into professional readings, and why you don’t necessarily need to spend years telling yourself you’re “still a beginner” before you start trusting what you can do. This is a conversation about mediumship, but it’s also about following the pull, even when you have absolutely no idea where it’s taking you. What You’ll Hear Dylan’s first experiences of seeing orbs and hearing spirit from around three years old

Who are you when you strip away the labels, the expectations, and the roles you've spent your life fulfilling? In this heartfelt conversation, Em is joined by soul-led business mentor, intuitive guide and meditation teacher Michelle Lee. Together they explore what it really means to trust yourself, embrace your spiritual gifts, and reconnect with the person you've always been beneath the conditioning. Michelle shares her journey of connecting with Spirit from childhood, navigating profound life challenges, stepping out of the "spiritual closet," and learning to trust her own intuition. Along the way, Em and Michelle dive into the power of meditation, surrender, self-discovery, and why life's biggest challenges often become the catalyst for our greatest transformation. What You'll Hear Michelle's early experiences connecting with Spirit How grief and life challenges deepened her spiritual journey Why she chose to stop seeing Spirit and begin working through feeling instead The difference between trusting Spirit and trusting yourself What it really means to step out of the "spiritual closet" Navigating the Dark Night of the Soul How meditation became Michelle's anchor through life's biggest challenges Why intuition often begins with the smallest nudges Releasing identities built around pleasing others The powerful journal question: Who am I beneath the labels?Learning to recognise what truly lights you up Who This Episode Is For This episode is for anyone who feels like they're rediscovering themselves. Whether you're beginning your spiritual journey, navigating a major life transition, questioning who you are beneath your roles, or learning to trust your intuition, this conversation will remind you that your greatest guidance has always been within you. Resources + Connect With Em🌐 https://emstawicki.com/✨ Explore your spiritual gifts with me: https://emstawicki.com/mentoring Connect with Michelle Lee Michelle is a soul-led business mentor, meditation teacher and intuitive guide who supports women to reconnect with themselves and lead from authenticity. https://linktr.ee/michelleLee.co https://www.youtube.com/@tapinwithmichelle Listener Invitation: Have a story from the Spirit World? I'd love to share it on the show. Submit your own diary entry from Spirit:https://emstawicki.com/podcast Subscribe + Review If this episode lit something up inside you, share it with a friend, leave a review, and hit subscribe. Spirit's always sending breadcrumbs. If you found this podcast… it's not an accident.

What happens when mental health and spirituality stop being seen as separate paths and instead become part of the same healing journey?In this deeply thoughtful conversation, Em sits down with therapist, consultant and yoga teacher Debora to explore how grief, trauma, mindfulness and spirituality can work together to help us reconnect with ourselves. Together they unpack why so many people experience profound personal growth after loss, how yoga supports nervous system healing, the role of compassion over shame, and why boundaries aren't about shutting people out—they're about preserving the parts of you that allow you to keep showing up with love. Whether you're navigating your own healing journey, supporting others, or simply curious about the connection between the mind, body and spirit, this episode offers a refreshing perspective on what it really means to heal. What You'll Hear Why grief and trauma often become catalysts for personal and spiritual growth The intersection between mental health and spirituality How yoga supports nervous system regulation and emotional healing Understanding the Eight Limbs of Yoga beyond physical movement Why healing is about reconnecting with your body—not escaping it The role of mindfulness in creating new neural pathways.Why boundaries are an act of preservation rather than punishment How empathy can become your greatest strength without leading to burnout Moving beyond shame with compassion and accountability Why thriving exists somewhere between survival and "screw it" The importance of reconnecting with your authentic self beneath life's conditioning

What happens when a psychic prediction follows you for decades? In this powerful and deeply honest conversation, Em is joined by Canadian psychic medium Shelley Murray to explore a side of mediumship that isn't spoken about nearly enough — the lasting impact of unethical readings. After losing her first husband, Andrew, in a tragic accident when she was just 29 years old with two young boys, Shelley sought comfort and connection through mediumship. During one reading, a psychic made a prediction that would remain with her for years: that she would become a widow for a second time and that her future husband would die in his 43rd year. What followed was decades of carrying a fear she never asked for. Together, Em and Shelley unpack the responsibility mediums have when working with vulnerable people, the difference between guidance and prediction, and why ethical mediumship matters more than ever. This is a conversation about grief, healing, personal responsibility, free will, and the sacred nature of mediumship. • Shelley's heartbreaking story of losing her first husband at a young age • Why grief often leads people to seek out psychic mediums • The psychic prediction that impacted Shelley's life for decades • How fear can quietly shape relationships and future decisions • Why predictive readings can be harmful and disempowering • The role of free will in shaping our lives and future timelines • The importance of discernment when receiving information from Spirit • Why ethical mediumship is about healing, not shock value • The responsibility mediums have when working with vulnerable clients • How personal development and self-awareness strengthen mediumship • The difference between being Spirit-led and fear-led • Why mediumship should leave people feeling empowered, supported, and hopeful This episode is for you if: • You've ever received a psychic prediction that left you feeling fearful or anxious • You're grieving the loss of someone you love • You're developing your own psychic or mediumship abilities • You're looking for an ethical approach to spiritual work • You want to understand the deeper responsibility that comes with mediumship • You believe mediumship is ultimately about healing and connection Shelley Murray is a psychic medium, Reiki practitioner, certified yoga and meditation teacher, wife, mother, old soul, and proud crone. Having worked with Spirit for almost 30 years, Shelley is known for her grounded, compassionate approach to mediumship. Her intention is always to leave people feeling uplifted, enlightened, and empowered through their connection with Spirit. Her work is built on integrity, authenticity, and a deep respect for the sacred relationship between Spirit, medium, and recipient. 🌐 https://emstawicki.com ✨ Explore your spiritual gifts with me: https://emstawicki.com/mentoring Have a story from the Spirit World? I'd love to share it on the show. 📖 Submit your own diary entry from Spirit: https://emstawicki.com/podcast

What happens when the life you've built no longer feels aligned, but you're too afraid to walk away? In this powerful conversation, Em sits down with psychic medium, Akashic Records reader, and spiritual mentor Samantha Liew (Samantha the Clair) to explore the unexpected journey that led her into the spiritual world. From hearing a mysterious female voice throughout childhood and dismissing her intuitive gifts for years, to navigating a difficult marriage, discovering her husband's affair, and experiencing a profound spiritual awakening, Samantha shares how one of the darkest periods of her life became the catalyst for everything she has today. Together, Em and Samantha explore intuition, spiritual awakenings, trusting the signs from Spirit, and how life's biggest challenges often become the doorway to our greatest purpose. If you've ever questioned your intuition, ignored the nudges, or felt like life was falling apart around you, this episode is a reminder that sometimes Spirit is quietly guiding you toward something far greater than you can currently see. What You'll Hear: • Samantha's childhood experiences hearing a mysterious female voice calling her name • Why so many intuitive people convince themselves they're "making it all up" • The spiritual signs that appeared before her life changed dramatically • How her divorce became the catalyst for a powerful spiritual awakening • The surprising way Spirit revealed her husband's affair • Learning to trust intuitive nudges after years of self-doubt • How tarot became the first doorway into developing her gifts • Discovering the Akashic Records and unlocking deeper psychic abilities • The leap from corporate life into full-time spiritual work • Why the universe often responds once we make a clear decision • Spiritual awakenings, healing, and finding purpose after heartbreak • The importance of creating safe spaces for people exploring their gifts • How our greatest challenges often become our greatest teachers • Following the breadcrumbs Spirit places along our path Who For: This episode is for anyone who: • Has experienced a spiritual awakening • Feels stuck between what is familiar and what is calling them forward • Has ignored their intuition and wishes they had listened sooner • Is navigating a major life transition, separation, or divorce • Feels drawn to develop their psychic or spiritual gifts • Wants reassurance that life can become more aligned after difficult endings • Loves hearing authentic stories of transformation and spiritual growth Connect with Samantha:Instagram & TikTok: @samanthatheclairWebsite: www.samanthatheclair.comEmail: [email protected] Resources + Connect With Em 🌐 https://emstawicki.com/ ✨ Explore your spiritual gifts with me: https://emstawicki.com/mentoring Listener Invitation: Have a story from the Spirit World? I'd love to share it on the show. Submit your own diary entry from Spirit: Complete Form Interested in being a guest on the podcast? #beaguest Subscribe + Review: If this episode lit something up inside you, share it with a friend, leave a review, and hit subscribe. Spirit's always sending breadcrumbs. If you found this podcast… it's not an accident.