Addiction Makes Three

111 - I feel like I'm going crazy

Addiction Makes Three

Show Notes

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You don't have to solve everything that's happening with your husband before you can begin looking after yourself.

Have you ever checked the alcohol bottles, replayed a conversation or searched for evidence of drinking - and then wondered what on earth has happened to you?

Maybe your husband tells you one thing, but what you're seeing doesn't quite add up.

Maybe everyone else sees a successful man and a lovely family, while you're at home questioning what happened, what was said and whether you can trust your own judgement anymore.

If you've ever thought, I feel like I'm going crazy, this episode is for you.

In Episode 111 of Addiction Makes Three, Amanda shares some of the things she did while trying to make sense of her husband's drinking — including weighing bottles, counting beers and checking hiding places.

We explore how living with addiction and unpredictability can leave you constantly searching for answers, and how to begin trusting yourself again. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

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