Show Notes
What is it really like to be a woman working behind the scenes in Hollywood? In this episode of The Overthinker’s Handbook, Angelika sits down with Los Angeles-based creative producer Tiara Cosme for an honest conversation about working in the film and entertainment industry, building a career in a male-dominated field, and the realities of Hollywood that audiences rarely get to see. With professional experience connected to major Hollywood productions including Black Widow, Spider-Man: No Way Home, and Morbius, Tiara gives us a behind-the-scenes look at what it actually takes to work in entertainment, creative production, film marketing, and Hollywood. We talk about sexism in Hollywood, gender bias in the workplace, women having their ideas dismissed or credited to male colleagues, and the pressure women face to constantly balance being confident, professional, likable, assertive, and taken seriously. Tiara also opens up about Hollywood work culture and the brutal reality of long production hours, burnout, work-life balance, maintaining a marriage while working demanding entertainment industry jobs, and what happens when your career begins consuming nearly every part of your personal life.
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