Show Notes
MARA is a recovery path and stands for Medication Assisted Recovery Anonymous. It has 12 steps but is NOT affiliated with AA or even that similar to AA but the steps are inspired from AA. I find MARA to be very compassionate, empathetic and a recovery path that I'm so glad now exists. Bob shares his story with leaving NA, joining MARA and how it's made all the difference in his own recovery and life. MARA website MARA book Timestamps: 00:00 Medication Assisted Recovery Intro 03:25 Why Bob Left NA 08:32 Googling Harm Reduction 09:41 What is Medication Assisted Recovery Anonymous 22:36 Prescribed Opioids at 22 Years Sober 30:31 Withdrawing From Suboxone 35:04 Recovery Treatment Not Working + Relapse 42:29 Living a Safe Lifestyle 44:35 NA vs MARA Recovery 47:33 MARA Meetings 1:03:34 My First MARA Meeting 1:07:47 Working in Treatment + Harm Reduction 1:13:22 We Were At The Same MARA Meeting 1:22:23 Building a Support System 1:29:00 Benefits of MARA Recovery 1:33:40 Why MARA is a Better Solution 👉 Deprogram Lounge (community, Zooms, book club, Escape Kit + more) 📚 Deprogram Book List (my fave deprogram, cult recovery and critical thinking books) Let’s get f*cking free
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