
time-traveling self-love & light after anxiety: “immersive special” for creators
Leadership and YogaShow Notes
This is an immersive special episode, brought to life with music and sound effects. Listen for spoken word and storytelling written by me, Shawna Krueger, on the nature of time and anxiety, sending love to past versions of yourself, healing your past, finding hope in mental health darkness, and finding a way to create and show up as a creator for social media, or as an artist despite your own suffering. Today you will learn how to send prayers to YOURSELF, forward and backwards, and I will warn you, this episode is a little bit like the rabbit hole of the red pill in the Matrix. You can listen to it with eyes closed like a guided meditation visualization if you want. Today I tell you my story, from agony to greatness, from sadness to success in a raw, vulnerable way. But this is what my heart felt called to do, this is what I wrote, so here we go. Inspired by Richard Rudd and the Gene Keys, and Zach Bush.
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time stamps: 00:00 intro 05:47 start of immersive special 09:00 dear past self 11:27 into the darkness 14:46 climbing out of the hole 17:46 love letters to your past self across time 22:38 when no one is listening vs thousands are listening 25:08 your dream come true feels like this 28:00 versions of yourself that got you here 33:00 witness your past self fully 37:01 a ripple in time: the nature of time 40:40 how to get out of the insects of the mind 45:00 inspiration is actually you, speaking to yourself
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