God's Stories

I was scared to say that I don't believe in God | A testimony of finding meaningful identity in the midst of doubt and rejection

God's Stories

Show Notes

David Pooler built his life on performance, achievement, and people-pleasing—until everything fell apart in his 50s. What followed was a slow, painful unraveling of his identity, theology, and ego.In this deeply honest testimony, David shares:– The childhood wound that shaped him for decades– The moment he gave everything and still got rejected– His long battle with humiliation, shame, and doubt– The night he stopped praying—and what showed up in the silence– How he finally learned to love himself the way God already didThis is a story for anyone who’s ever felt like they had to earn love, prove their worth, or fake their faith.If you’ve ever doubted God, struggled with identity, or carried wounds from childhood—this is for you.

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