Messy Motherhood

16: A Raw & Honest Conversation About Pregnancy After Infertility | Continued Healing, Navigating Fear, and Choosing Joy

Messy Motherhood

Show Notes

“I was just so focused on getting to the positive pregnancy test that I didn't think anything past that… and then you're so sideswiped as soon as you get this yes, and it's actually the scariest thing, and that is really really, really hard.” –Stephanie Booe

Pregnancy is supposed to be a season of joy but for some women who have experienced infertility, pregnancy also comes with fear, anxiety, grief, and emotions that are hard to put into words unless you’ve walked the path yourself. In this raw and emotional conversation, Stephanie opens up about her own infertility journey along with her experience with pregnancy after infertility.

From the pain of failed treatments to the overwhelming anxiety that followed her positive pregnancy tests, Stephanie shares the messy, complicated, and very real side of pregnancy after years of waiting. She talks candidly about how infertility doesn’t end once the baby arrives, how grief and joy often coexist in the same breath, and why it’s so important to find safe spaces and community along the way.

If you’ve ever felt scared to celebrate your pregnancy, wrestled with lingering grief while holding your miracle baby, or wondered if you’re the only one who feels this way; you are not alone. This episode is a vulnerable reminder that healing is a lifelong journey, that your emotions are valid, and that you don’t have to walk through this season in silence.

Grab your coffee and some tissues, and join Stephanie on the yellow submarine sofa for an honest conversation that will leave you encouraged, understood, and seen in the beautiful mess of motherhood.

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