'Why Does He Do That? Inside The Minds of Angry and Controlling Men' - Lundy Bancroft (S7 Ep6)
Beyond Survival - The Therapy Podcast with Katie McKennaShow Notes
Have you ever found yourself wondering, “Why is he doing this?” You replay the argument. Question what you said. Apologise when you’re not even sure what you’ve done wrong. You explain away the silence, the accusations, the sudden shifts in mood. He was stressed. He had a bad day. I could have said it differently. But what happens when you stop looking at each moment on its own — and start looking at the pattern? In this week’s episode of Beyond Survival, I’m joined by Lundy Bancr...
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