Show Notes
In this deeply moving episode of Cult Diaries, I sit down with writer and storyteller Georgia Clare, whose life has been shaped by both profound rupture and breathtaking resilience. Raised in Wales and now living in the southwest of France, Georgia shares her journey of growing up within a high-control religious community, navigating childhood trauma, enduring personal loss, and ultimately finding the courage to leave the belief system that once defined her identity. What follows is not just a story of deconstruction — but of reconstruction. Georgia speaks with tenderness and clarity about what it means to lose a worldview, a community, and a sense of certainty — and how writing became her lifeline through it all. Through words, reflection, and radical honesty, she slowly rebuilt trust in herself and discovered meaning beyond indoctrination. We also explore her guided journal, You’re Allowed to Question, a resource she created for those walking the path she once did — the kind of companion she wishes she had eight years ago. Designed for individuals healing after high-control religion, this journal offers meditations, prompts, and space to untangle belief from identity. It’s available in both full-size and pocket editions. This conversation is about grief. It’s about autonomy. It’s about the terrifying and liberating act of questioning everything you were taught — and choosing yourself anyway. If you’ve ever had to begin again after belief, this episode will meet you gently and remind you that you are not alone.
Links: https://www.amazon.com/Youre-Allowed-Question-Meditations-High-Control/dp/2959698185 https://www.georgiaclare.com/ https://georgiaclare.substack.com/
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