Hey! It's The Luskos

Ep 236: Courtney Pray Duke: when grief is real but so is God

Hey! It's The Luskos

Show Notes

Courtney Pray Duke joins Levi and Jennie for a deeply moving conversation about grief, healing, and the unexpected ways God meets us in our hardest moments. From the physical toll of writing her story to the vulnerability of releasing it into the world, Courtney shares what it’s really like to carry hope after unimaginable loss.

After losing her husband Andrew in a tragic accident, Courtney found herself navigating life as a young widow with three kids—learning to survive, to trust God in the unknown, and eventually, to live again. This episode holds space for the tension of heartbreak and joy coexisting, while offering a powerful reminder: even in the darkest valleys, God is present, faithful, and still writing a beautiful story.

Connect with us on social! Courtney: @courtneyprayduke Levi: @levilusko Jennie: @jennielusko Fresh Life Church: @freshlife

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Subscribe for more exclusive content: Time Stamps: 0:03:36 – "The most unglamorous thing I've ever done" 0:11:35 – When God speaks in a dream 0:16:13 – The blue-sky day that shattered everything 0:35:29 – The long road back to Thanksgiving 0:39:16 – The battle cry that became a muscle 0:43:21 – community, casseroles, and learning to do the bills 1:00:04 – Why this book is for everyone — even people who haven't lost anyone yet 1:02:00 – "And she got up": the Scripture, the title, the whole testimony

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