Show Notes
Some people grow up in homes where love feels conditional, rest feels dangerous, and being fully seen comes with a cost. Over time, that kind of environment can shape everything: perfectionism, hypervigilance, guilt, people-pleasing, even the strange feeling that other people’s emotions are somehow your responsibility. It can leave you deeply capable on the outside and quietly exhausted underneath, which is a rough bargain, honestly. What makes this pattern so difficult to spot is how subtle ...
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