Show Notes
⚠️ Trigger Warning: This episode includes open discussion of suicide and self-harm. If you're in a hard place right now, it's completely okay to skip this one and come back when you're ready, or pick a different episode. If you do listen, go gentle with yourself and take breaks if you need them. "Tom" came into the Healthy Men-tality program looking, from the outside, like a man who had it all figured out. Successful career, two decades of marriage, the kind of life that checks every box. Underneath it, his marriage was falling apart, he was living out of a suitcase in a different country every couple of months, and he was running on a survival pattern he'd built as a kid. Be the strong one. Protect everyone. Never let it show. A few weeks into the program, the weight of all of it caught up with him and he hit his lowest point. What happened after is a big part of why he's on this episode. Not because everything is fixed now, the separation conversations are still happening, but because of how differently he's able to move through it. Inside this conversation, we get into: How men get conditioned to be "the strong one" and what it quietly costs them
Why living in survival mode and gripping for control keeps you disconnected from your own life
The line running from childhood trauma to attachment styles to the patterns you keep repeating as an adult
What detachment actually means, and why it doesn't mean you've stopped caring
Breaking generational cycles instead of handing them down to your kids
Forgiving yourself without using shame to do it
What shifts when you stop walking on eggshells and start regulating your nervous system
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