Why Everything You Built Could Fall in a Day | The Myth of Modern Men's Work, Part 2 of 5 | Ep 513

Three patterns turn up again and again in the people who find this work: keeping the peace by silencing yourself, over-giving to earn your place, and never feeling good enough. Between them they cover more than half the people who find this work, and if you've been listening for a while, you're very likely living at least one of them. After twenty years as a therapist, I take each one in turn: what it looks like from the outside, what it's like from the inside, where it was put there, and what it costs the adult still living it. Underneath, all three are the same thing: a sacrifice a child made to stay safe, still being made every day by an adult who no longer needs to make it. In this episode: 0:00 Why the same three patterns keep turning up 1:40 One: keeping the peace by silencing yourself 4:22 Two: over-giving to earn your place 7:41 Three: never being good enough 10:05 What all three have in common 11:19 Who this work is for If you heard yourself in one of these three, start with the Atlas. The Atlas names the pattern running your life in a single sitting. It takes about forty-five minutes and costs nothing. Begin at codexofthearchitect.com, or here: https://app.codexofthearchitect.com/get-started?utm_source=podcast&utm_medium=organic&utm_campaign=pod-541 Tell me in the comments which of the three you recognised.

Why do nice people suddenly explode? It's so often the quietest, most agreeable person in the room who blows up without warning, over something small, in a way nobody saw coming. I've sat with those people afterwards as a therapist for twenty years, and they nearly all say the same thing: that wasn't me.

After a real change, the heavy feeling that arrives can mean two very different things, and they show up in the same place in your chest. One is the discomfort of betraying yourself. The other is the discomfort of losing something you’re used to. In this episode I give you a way to tell them apart, so you don’t have to go back to the old arrangement every time it hurts. I’ve been a therapist for twenty years, and I watched this go the same way over and over. Someone would turn down something they had always said yes to, or say a thing out loud that they had kept to themselves for years. The feeling would arrive, heavy and hard to sleep through, and they would take it as proof they had got it wrong. So they went back, the feeling eased, and they decided the easing was the answer. You’ll hear where the alarm in your body came from, why the loudness of a feeling tells you very little, how to tell a clean feeling from a foggy one, the difference between guilt and clarity, three questions to ask yourself, why a right decision still comes with grief, and one small thing to do this week. In this episode: 0:00 Why a real change sends people back to their old lives 1:39 Where the alarm in your body comes from 2:44 Why the loudness of the feeling is not the verdict 3:47 Loss feels clean, self-betrayal feels foggy 5:54 Guilt looks back, clarity looks forward 7:18 Three questions to ask yourself 9:07 Why a right decision still hurts 11:28 What to do this week 12:33 The free place to start If you often can’t tell the difference, start with the Atlas. The Atlas names the pattern running your life in a single sitting. It takes about forty-five minutes and costs nothing. Begin at codexofthearchitect.com, or here: https://app.codexofthearchitect.com/get-started?utm_source=podcast&utm_medium=organic&utm_campaign=pod-539 If you’d rather learn at your own pace, the free tests and guides are in the Codex: https://app.codexofthearchitect.com/codex Tell me about the last real change you made, and whether the feeling that came after it was clean or foggy. Follow The Architect Speaks so the next one finds you.

How do you tell if someone is manipulating you when what they give you feels this good? In this episode I take apart two ways a feeling gets manufactured in you and sold back to you. One is the free breathwork class that leaves a high with the teacher's name on it. The other is the seller who looks up your dog on LinkedIn so that you feel seen. After twenty years as a therapist, I show you how to tell a feeling somebody made in you from something true about your own life. You also get one test to use this week: tell them early that you're not buying, and watch what happens to their interest in you. In this episode: 0:00 The room where adults cry on the floor 2:13 Transference: why the feeling carries his name 6:00 The seller who looked up your dog 9:06 Yes, I run a funnel too 11:29 Manufactured or revealed: the difference 13:11 The test: tell them you're not buying If you want to see what you have been handing over, start with the Atlas. The Atlas names the pattern running your life in a single sitting. It takes about forty-five minutes and costs nothing. Begin at codexofthearchitect.com, or here: https://app.codexofthearchitect.com/get-started?utm_source=podcast&utm_medium=organic&utm_campaign=pod-538 If this stirred something up, leave a comment wherever you're listening.

Was Merlin the wizard a real person? The legend grew out of a man the old stories of the north call Lailoken, and the Welsh call Myrddin Wyllt, Myrddin the Wild. He saw something in a battle that broke his mind, ran into the forest, and said things about the future that nobody wanted to hear. A couple of months ago I stood at Merlin's grave at Drumelzier in the Scottish Borders, where the Powsail Burn runs into the Tweed, and found a rusted marker nobody can read. In this episode: The madman in the forest, and the three deaths he foretold for himself How Geoffrey of Monmouth made the wild man into Merlin in the 1130s: the boy with no father, the falling tower and the two dragons Merlin's hand behind every turn of the King Arthur legend, from the conception to the sword in the stone to the lake Nimue, and the most powerful man in the legend shut under a stone by his own teaching Thomas the Rhymer's rhyme about Merlin's grave, and the flood of 1603 Why we keep Merlin on a screen and leave the real thing to rust by the river What have you seen that you've stopped saying because nobody wanted to hear it? If you want to look at what you already know, start with the Atlas. The Atlas names the pattern running your life in a single sitting. It takes about forty-five minutes and costs nothing. Begin at codexofthearchitect.com, or here: https://app.codexofthearchitect.com/get-started?utm_source=podcast&utm_medium=organic&utm_campaign=pod-537 This is the last of five episodes on the stories that won't die: Robin Hood (Ep 530), Supernatural (Ep 532), Excalibur (Ep 533) and King Arthur (Ep 535). If this stirred something up, leave a comment wherever you're listening.