Show Notes
It's important to me that I am honest with myself. For years I wasn't.
My dishonesty inflicted plenty of pain on me and others close to me.
Honesty, I find, has the opposite effect and counterintuitively, the more brutal and confronting the information uncovered, the deeper its properties to bring goodness into the world.
The truth is enlightening and empowering despite its often ugly facade.
Although the act of being honest with myself is often an internal wrestle, I've fought hard and engrained a meaningful practice within. So if I am honest with myself - The night of Day 2 and morning of Day 3 was where I lost the internal battle to keep pushing myself.
I can have all sorts of reasonable excuses; discomfort, pain, injury, team to lead, etc but they are still excuses. The truth is - I let my mind and its admirable powers to recruit whatever it is that amplifies my fears, doubts and insecurities onto its team, win the battle.
Note: This is not the first battle of the mind I have lost and it will not be the last. What is ultimately important here is that I face the consequences with honesty, respond with integrity and try again with a wholeheartedness.
Follow the story of my dispatches from the desert here - https://lnkd.in/gSGDbpjB
Strength, courage & integrity,
Damian
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