F*ck, I’m Nearly 50!

Grief, Memories and the Little Things We Leave Behind | Colin Jowell | F*ck, I’m Nearly 50!

F*ck, I’m Nearly 50!

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Season 1 · Episode 15 | Colin Jowell Legacy sounds like such a grand word. Colin Jowell and I get into the much more human bits: the jokes, the memories, the conversations we can still have and the information that only one person knows where to find. There are laughs in this chat as well as some big questions. Colin shares how losing his dad led him to create BillWill, and how their conversations changed what he thought mattered. We talk about love, practical planning and the little details ...

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