Why I Was So Critical in Love: Money Fears, Control Patterns, & Finally Receiving the Love I Needed
Liberate.Love with Raj JanaShow Notes
In this episode, I'm the one in the chair, and Natalie, my fiancée, is mapping my own patterns live on camera.
What starts as a story about money doesn't stay there. Underneath the spiral of there isn't enough time, there isn't enough money is an older pattern: the reflex of disconnecting from my own heart the moment I feel unsafe. Natalie follows the thread back through my thirties, my twenties, my teens, all the way to a middle school locker room in Southeast Texas, months after 9/11, where an eleven-year-old boy learned to believe something about himself that he'd carry for the next two decades.
And then something happens that I've guided hundreds of people through, and had never fully received myself.
This is what a Love Map looks like when it goes all the way to the root. Unedited. Just what actually happens when someone is witnessed.
What we move through:
The money scarcity pattern and what it's really about Disconnecting from the heart as protection The difference between an emotion and a story What shame does to a body that's still developing Re-meeting your inner child with love What a father's protection sounds like Activating your inner healer
EXPERIENCE THIS FOR YOURSELF
Get started at https://liberate.love/begin?raj
The Love Map is a 45-minute guided conversation you can do from the privacy of your own home. Virgil, our AI guide, walks your whole story and traces your patterns back to the moments they were written.
The Love Retrieval is where the Love Map becomes an experience: a live, gently guided 90-minute session with Raj or Natalie personally, returning to the moment a pattern was born, so the younger you can finally be met with the love that was missing.
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