Edge Within with Mat Davenport

#9: Connor Weston - From Addiction & Psychosis to Purpose

Edge Within with Mat Davenport

Show Notes

Welcome to episode 9 of Edge Within with Mat Davenport.

In this episode, i sit down with Connor Weston for a powerful conversation on transformation, discipline, and what it really takes to rebuild your life from rock bottom.

Connor opens up about his battle with addiction, psychosis, paranoia, and losing touch with reality and how he turned his life around through self-awareness, discipline, and inner work.

This episode dives deep into mindset, subconscious programming, trauma, and the difference between living as a victim versus stepping into your power as a creator.

If you're looking to break bad habits, overcome mental struggles, and become the man you're capable of being, this conversation will hit hard.

TOPICS COVERED: • Addiction and recovery • Psychosis and mental health • Discipline and self-mastery • Subconscious programming • Victim vs creator mindset • Trauma and identity • Masculinity and personal growth

Follow Connor: https://www.instagram.com/connorweston/ Follow Mat: https://www.instagram.com/edgewithinpodcast/

TIMESTAMPS: 00:00 – Opening Quote & Power of Belief 05:00 – Thought + Emotion Creates Reality 10:00 – Creator vs Victim Mindset 15:00 – Breaking Free From Subconscious Programming 20:00 – Why People Stay Stuck in Patterns 25:00 – Addiction, Cocaine & Losing Control 30:00 – Psychosis, Paranoia & Fear 35:00 – Living in Survival Mode 40:00 – Hitting Rock Bottom 45:00 – Arrest & Wake-Up Call 50:00 – The Moment Everything Changed 55:00 – Choosing Discipline & Change 01:00:00 – Letting Go of Old Identity 01:05:00 – Trauma, Shame & Suppression 01:10:00 – Taking Off The Mask 01:15:00 – Authenticity vs Pleasing Others 01:20:00 – Living in Alignment 01:30:00 – Media, Fear & Mental Programming 01:40:00 – Control Systems & Collective Conditioning 01:50:00 – Awakening & Consciousness Shift 02:00:00 – Discipline, Habits & Self-Mastery 02:10:00 – Environment, Brotherhood & Influence 02:20:00 – Purpose, Growth & Direction

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