The Miscarriage Rebellion

EPISODE 9: The Path to Baby Pax: Recurrent early pregnancy loss, IVF, scanxiety and pregnancy after loss with Haley McDonald Video

The Miscarriage Rebellion

Show Notes

Today's episode follows Haley's deeply personal and emotional journey through recurrent early pregnancy loss. Beginning with an unexpected pregnancy during the challenging times of the COVID-19 pandemic, Haley recounts her experiences of miscarriages, the emotional toll they took on her and her family, and the difficulties of navigating the healthcare system.

Haley suffered immensely. These experiences had a profound impact on her mental health, highlighting the silence and lack of support that often accompany early pregnancy loss. Haley shares the emotional struggles, the trauma of repeated miscarriages, and the determination that drove her to pursue IVF. This episode also touches on the complex emotions surrounding pregnancy after loss and the anxiety that often lingers throughout.

As her story unfolds, Haley reflects on the societal pressure to keep pregnancies a secret until after the first trimester, leading to feelings of isolation and disenfranchised grief.

Despite all of these challenges, Haley's story is one of resilience, hope and determination, and the eventual joy of welcoming her beautiful rainbow baby, Pax.

EARLY PREGNANCY LOSS SUPPORT If you or someone you know has experienced miscarriage or early pregnancy loss, please know you are not alone.

* For crisis support, please call Lifeline - 13 11 14. * Access all our support [https://www.pinkelephants.org.au/page/65/find-support] * Connect with Peer Support [https://www.pinkelephants.org.au/page/75/peer-support-live-chat] * Join Online Communities [https://www.pinkelephants.org.au/page/74/peer-support-online-communities] * Emotional Support Resources [https://www.pinkelephants.org.au/page/73/emotional-support] * Follow @pinkelephantssupport [https://www.instagram.com/pinkelephantssupport]

STACEY JUNE LEWIS If you'd like to reach out to Stacey for counselling she is currently taking new clients. Find out more via her Website [https://www.staceyjune.com/homepage] or Instagram [https://www.instagram.com/staceyjune_therapist/].

You can also follow her personal Instagram [https://www.instagram.com/staceyjune/] account where she shares some of her lived experience.

JOIN THE MISCARRIAGE REBELLION [https://www.pinkelephants.org.au/page/216/the-miscarriage-rebellion] Pink Elephants believe everyone deserves support following the loss of their baby.

We have been providing support to many ten's of thousands of people for nearly 8 years, raising funds through generous donors. We now need ongoing Government support to empower our circle of support.

We are calling on the Government to provide us with $1.6million over 4 years to help bridge the gap. Sign our petition. [https://miscarriagerebellion.good.do/themiscarriagerebellion/pink-elephants-petition/]

Early pregnancy loss is not just a private grief, but a national issue that requires collective empathy, awareness, and action. By recognising and addressing this, we can make meaningful change in the lives of 100,000+ women who experience early pregnancy loss every year.

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