Get to know OCD

One Month Into OCD Treatment: How I'm Getting My Life Back

Get to know OCD

Show Notes

After the unexpected death of his brother, Matthew Testa's mind became consumed by health fears, rumination, and an endless search for certainty. Every new "what if?" felt like a problem that had to be solved, but no amount of thinking ever brought lasting relief. Instead, OCD kept finding new questions to ask, trapping him in thought loops that quietly took over more and more of his life.

In this episode of the Get to Know OCD podcast, Matt reflects on what OCD stole from him most: time. Time spent stuck in his head, time lost to rumination, and time he wishes he could have spent being present with the people and moments right in front of him. Now, one month into treatment, he shares what’s already changing and why he finally feels hopeful about getting his happy back.

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